正蛋散

往后的日记，绝不可以让自己一个人度过，

因为我会多想，难过，做傻事。

Don't let others to determine the definiton of your happiness.

有钱才说得上人性。

 "No one will remember if you do anything right, but no one will forgot if you do anything wrong"

形容词懂得多，才知道自己到底是怎样的人类。

Helena Michael,who is teaching me Critical Thinking Skills subject this semester

Teaching us with her different kind of postures, and up and down accents

I am wondering

Failed the subject, was it a bad thing to me?

If I had not failed this subject

I won't not have blessed enough to have this wonderful lecturer in my life

  Always inspired and motivated us with her remarkable experiences and lovable glory story

"The earth provides enough to satisfy every men's need but not every men's greed"

The most amazing lecturer that I've ever met before,apparently xD

I used to have a tendency to express what I have experienced throughout my whole life times

I share things and I care the things that happpened around me

However, when you start consider sharing is whether a good thing or bad one

It sometimes does to depress oneself with the negative though

 It's seriously hard for you to change when it gradually becomes a habit that you used to it

You wanted to change but you can never change

And later on, you come out with the quota which is

"Nothing is impossible"

Since you are to start convince yourself and making sense with it, you then will never feel hard to change after all

This thing called willingness to change

Life is a reflection of a choice that you have ever make

You want a different life

Then do make a different choice

*Started to belief in

A person should have a faith in order to motivate oneself to go further 

Also, there's always a HOPE with a reason for every of your decision-making

Act like a WOMEN

Think like a MEN 

The revolution of myself

Was being to revolt any order from my families which I don't like to.

Since the day I got my unsatisfactory result from sem2, I have decided to flunk my study,by the way

I was struggling for a time as I have to retake those subject,which I got it failed 

Sister was telling me that "you have to work if you were to flunk your study"

Well,it's not exactly mean "FLUNK"

It means to switch course

Sister was encouraging me to continue  rathan than give it up

She renoted that she will only defray the rest of the fees and the retake fees as well

Yet,she wouldn't take the responsibility of my study if I let it go

I have a very clear mind that if I really to give up my study

I would got no any certificate to pursue my work in future

So,I'd in my half-way

Still,I have my very last and only chance to light up my future

It's not the time to think the negative things

The only thing to do is "Do Whatever Is Necessary"

By the way,It's success or not

It still remains a questionnaire until the result out.

Mind full or mindful?

很早，就有这么的打算。

十二月三日，我考完试。

十二月中，我去旅行(尚未决定)

十二月二十三日，我去学校田径七天生活营。

接下来的日子，有节日就庆祝，没有节日就在家。

找份临时工，等成绩出来，往后就开始自己新的读书生活。

接下来的计划应该是这样的吧。

新的生活，但是生活的规律好像并没有换新没有改变，我还是比较喜欢充实。

一直以来都有写日子的习惯。

但是这种动向大概都维持不到多久就不再下笔。

因为我会嫌书本不华丽做为一本不可以保存永久的模样。

嫌自己字体不美，擦掉了日子的内容。

嫌自己不能完全勾勒焦点，撕掉了日子原来的模样。

嫌自己没有能耐把自己想要的，计划的都写在日子本里，好好地。

但是我还是喜欢写，很喜欢。

我会无思乱想。

在想要在自己的日记里写下什么以后，什么感觉，或者是什么样的爱情。

还是可以让以后的自己回首昔日的生活，深深的。

但是想着想着，当要下笔时都会忘了忘了。

写日记感觉好像可以带给自己什么不一样的感觉，同时又好像并没有带给自己什么样的改变。

可能就仅仅要回忆以前的年华，回首过往的生活，还是遗憾自己没有把生活过好。

日记是种自我检讨，日子也是种自我折磨。

日记最终还是要自己一个人，独自续写。

曾经我们都以为可以为爱情死，其实爱情死不了人，它只是会在最疼的地方。

扎上一针，然后我们欲哭无泪，我们辗转反则，我们久病成医，我们百炼成钢。

你不是风儿，我也不是沙，再缠绵也到不了天涯，擦干了泪，明天早上，我们还要上班的。

__________辛夷坞《 致我们终将逝去的青春 》 

如果之间没有利用的价值，

生存真的对某些人来说，

它只是廉价和虚伪的珍贵。

人生永远都是个抓不着的东西

明明上天让我们拥有了什么

却又让我们觉得对自己得到的东西

患得患失

要嘛

就证明自己的能力

要嘛

就闭嘴接受现实

因为这样

只会让现实去证明

你永远是个

失败的实验品

不甘心就不要放弃

看不过去就起来改变

有时宁愿做那个

受人敬佩的家伙

也不甘心

什么都不做

当那个敬佩别人的家伙

生活总是让我们遍体鳞伤，但到后

那些受伤的地方一定会变成我们最强壮的地方

知识，

我得以飞翔的羽翼。

孩子，

我们要坚强。

经已没有人可比

没有父母的孩子，

来得更软弱。

他们都学会坚强了，

你，

还软弱给谁看。