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Act like a WOMEN

Think like a MEN 

Recognize that WE are totally and completely in a different world

(The view of my perspective)

It never be a fault if you have your own mindset to view any thing that you think it is right

If you are having a difficulty to compromising me

Then why would you to suffer yourself to be with me when you start notice it

Yes,I had failed to keep an appointment even that is planned before the second one happened

Yes,It is really ridiculous to date and ask you out whenever I wish

It's my fault to make you feel so embarass and torment 

Yet,this is the only way I can hang out with my friends,even you

While I completely get a permission from my family after I got done something satisfied 

I ain't act like you

Can easily get your parents' permission to hang out

If they told you not to do so,you can even mad at them

I couldn't

Do you really think about it how hard I could "escape" from home and be with you

You said you would understand the education of my families' rules

If you do,then where are those complaints come from and what they stand for?

I told myself to be patient in compromising you when we got crash with different kind of views

Even you throw your temper at me

Nevermind

And yeah,it's not a issue for me to endure it

When the things that over certain stage of interaction

It's pointless for me to compromise without express a word

You even debate and argue with me said that is nothing between it (Certain Private Stuffs) 

Have you concern about it:

"Whatever means nothing for you,doesn't mean it is in the same way for me"

IF the story end up without knowing a single thing from you

Should I think regularly about

"Am I such a failure in love?"

There's always a fact and a truth that remind us

"We are kid, young, immature and even worst

We both are unaffordable for every thing and anything,especially in promises"

Can you please give me a concern about my feeling?

 莫非要我们尝尽了苦悲，才懂真情可贵

The revolution of myself

Was being to revolt any order from my families which I don't like to.

Since the day I got my unsatisfactory result from sem2, I have decided to flunk my study,by the way

I was struggling for a time as I have to retake those subject,which I got it failed 

Sister was telling me that "you have to work if you were to flunk your study"

Well,it's not exactly mean "FLUNK"

It means to switch course

Sister was encouraging me to continue  rathan than give it up

She renoted that she will only defray the rest of the fees and the retake fees as well

Yet,she wouldn't take the responsibility of my study if I let it go

I have a very clear mind that if I really to give up my study

I would got no any certificate to pursue my work in future

So,I'd in my half-way

Still,I have my very last and only chance to light up my future

It's not the time to think the negative things

The only thing to do is "Do Whatever Is Necessary"

By the way,It's success or not

It still remains a questionnaire until the result out.

打从一开始，就不该和你有任何关系。

怎么好像什么都变了

希望可以就这样慢慢地占据你，一点一点地，直到全部的你是我的。

见了面，就是有一定的亲切感的存在。